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Dear Beloved, If This World Were Mine, I’d Give You Anything

October 22, 2018 by Priyanka Leave a Comment

Dear Beloved,

Since I’m not the most expressive woman and I find it difficult to express my emotions.  I feel everything so deeply and intensely and yet I find it hard to express my happiness, sadness, anger, or anxiety.  I wish that I could be like a normal woman who shouts and screams and cries and laughs at the drop of a hat.  But I am not and I am beautiful in my own way and I know you understand who I am as a woman.

Romantic and Soft at Heart

Romantic and Soft at Heart

I am drawn to the fine arts and creativity because it is where I feel so incredibly freeing and therapeutic.  I can be myself and I am deeply connected to God and the Universe.  I feel myself wholly.  Songs and poetry and music and films and books are how I express myself.  And this song expresses how I feel about you:  If this world were mine, I’d give you anything.

Marvin Gaye’s If This World Were Mine (with Tammi Terrell)

If this world were mine, I’d place at your feet
All that I own; you’ve been so good to me
If this world were mine
I’d give you the flowers, the birds and the bees
For with your love inside me, that would be all I need
If this world were mine
I’d give you anything

[T:]
If this world were mine, I’d make you a king
With wealth untold, you could have anything
If this world were mine
I’d give you each day so sunny and blue
If you wanted the moonlight, I’d give you that too
If this world were mine
I’d give you anything

[M:] Oh baby, you’re my consolation
And there’s no hesitation
When you want me, honey, just call me
[T:] And honey, you’re my inspiration
And there’s so much sensation
When I’m in your arms, when you squeeze me

[M:] And the sky would be blue
As long as you’re lovin’ me
[T:] With you here in my arms
Life is so wonderful

[Both:]
Give me pretty lovin’, baby
Give me pretty lovin’, honey
Keep on lovin’ me
You know I need you, baby
Really, really need you, baby
[…and fade]

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

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I Desire a Man Who Stands Up For Me and Values My Gentleness, Softness, and Emotional Depth

September 14, 2018 by Priyanka Leave a Comment

Dear Reader,

I’ve been thinking a lot about what qualities I desire in a man.  I’d like him to be physically and energetically masculine.  I’d like him to take the lead in our relationship and be a strong personality.  Even though he’ll have a strong personality, I’d like him to be expressive and able to be vulnerable and give me the space and time to be myself and understanding of the fact that I may do things and think differently than him.

Feminine Woman living and standing in her truth and honesty

Feminine Woman living and standing in her truth and honesty

I don’t expect him to be perfect and I know there will be flaws and clashes with different personalities.  The MOST IMPORTANT quality is that he values my gentleness, softness, and emotional depth.  Instead of seeing it as a weakness or something to take advantage of.  That he sees these qualities in me as something to cherish and love deeply in me.  Me being an emotional woman is a strength.  Not a weakness for him to prey on.

The past couple months of this year have been spent on forgiving the men I’ve dated who haven’t given me what I wanted and desired deeply.  Perhaps I hadn’t given them what they desired, too.  Initially, I felt so much anger and rage at previous lovers.  I felt deep sadness and anger at myself, too.  I couldn’t understand how I had gotten every part of my life right and together.  Except for my personal romantic life.

This wasn’t true though, of course.  Through all my healing work particularly around my sexuality, I realized the deeply entrenched beliefs I carried in my heart and soul and body.  My mother and grandmother and who knows how many generations in both sides of my family carry the belief of being unworthy of love.  I didn’t realize I carried this in my cells. 

Slowly and slowly, I am realizing that I too deserve to be in love with a wonderful man who loves me for who I am and takes care of me and most of all, values my qualities of gentleness and softness in a world that is filled with pretension and manipulation and cruelty.

I am bohemian and old-fashioned at the same time and am so accepting of all kinds of people from all walks of life.  My soft presence brings him a soothing, healing, beautiful, sensual energy.  I desire to be so loved and accepted by him that I’m able to drop my emotional distance and walls.

My deepest desire in my life is for a man to stand up for me.  For someone to hold my hand and tell the world that I belong to him.  I want him to have the courage to be a man in every sense and stand up for me and in return, I will be the most sensual, enchanting, devoted, loyal, loving woman to him forever.

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

 

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Cultivating My Intuition and Sensuality to Create and Launch My First Digital Online Course

September 2, 2018 by Priyanka Leave a Comment

Dear Reader,

I’ve been writing and developing the content for my first digital online course titled: Invite and Receive Romantic Love & Money.  It is based off my first workshop that I held last year.  It was a 5-week workshop held in person at a hotel lounge.  I specifically wanted a luxurious environment for my workshop because this workshop is all about calling in the richness of your desires into your life financially and romantically.

Be Both Soft and Wild

Be Both Soft and Wild

Five women joined the workshop and I held an additional two rounds and I was amazed at the results.  I received messages after the workshop was completed and after several months had passed, on how they were in happy relationships and calling in the financial abundance they desired in their lives.  Most women came to my workshop to transform their romantic love life more than the financial parts, however went with a deep knowledge about how the two are actually intrinsically connected and how nurturing both areas allows both romantic love and financial abundance to blossom.

I went through a sexual awakening this year.  I went through therapy to face my past and clear fears I’ve been holding for some time.  Perhaps I am still going through part of my sexual awakening journey, all I do know is that I feel much better now.  I feel there is a flow in my journey now.  While going through this awakening this year, I focused on creating my digital online by working with a mentor.  Her name is Vienda Maria.  In case you’d like to know and work with her 😉  I highly recommend her private mentoring and online courses 🙂  I wanted to learn from her specifically because I take and love her digital online courses.

One of the reasons I decided to create this digital online course is to reach more women.  As I was going through my sexual awakening and undergoing therapy, I didn’t have the desire or energy to conduct workshops.  Something that I so passionately loved I didn’t have the energy or inclination do.  I realized that it’s normal to go through the peaks and valleys in life and if I had a digital online course created for this workshop at this stage of my life, it would have been easier to support women and at the same time support and nourish myself fully.

I am transforming as I create this course.  I am falling in love with myself.  I am healing myself.  I am using every ounce of my fiery feminine intuition and sensuality.  I am feeling connected to my soul.  I am feeling connected to my spiritual self.  I am learning how to move past my uncomfortable edges and own my sexuality and intuition.

I am learning how to see my own sexuality and intuition as my strengths.  In the male dominated and productive world we live, feminine qualities aren’t as valued.  Through my own experience and journey, I am seeing how my sensuality and intuition are the foundation of my feminine power.  And when I become stronger and more connected in my own sensuality and intuition, my manifesting powers become stronger.  I am able to live the life I desire.

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

 

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He Possesses An Enchantment and I’m Mesmerized

August 29, 2018 by Priyanka Leave a Comment

Dear Beloved,

The lyrics of this song remind of you:  Enchantment by Corinne Bailey Rae….❤ 

Sensual Woman Connecting to Her Beloved

Sensual Woman Connecting to Her Beloved

I wait for you
I don’t know why
All I know is I can’t hide
At this temperature you could take over my mind

Like gossamer, you softly touch
He draws me in, I’m powerless
He possesses an enchantment

Tell me I’m forgiven
He calls; don’t know how I fell under his spell
Lately, I’ve been driven
He smiles an enchantment

I wait for you
I’m mesmerized
This love is like a potion in disguise
I’d tightrope walk with a blindfold on my eyes

I can’t escape, or so it seems
I’d run away; he’s in my dreams
He possesses an enchantment

Tell me I’m forgiven
He calls; don’t know how I fell under his spell
Lately, I’ve been driven
He smiles an enchantment

It’s the kind of sleepwalk that never ends
A type of loan with no dividends
It’s a parlor game where you’re giving chase
Guess it could be called an acquired taste
I know, he knows, he calls, I go, I know
This could be an enchantment

Why don’t you tell me I’m forgiven?
He calls; don’t know how I fell under his spell
I’m forgiven
Lately, I’ve been driven
He smiles and I give in
An enchantment

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

 

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Taking Responsibility for Having Vibrant Health and Loving My Body and All It Does For Me

August 1, 2018 by Priyanka Leave a Comment

Dear Reader,

Until this year, I’ve taken for granted how much my body does for me and how much of a true blessing it is to enjoy vibrant, great health and enjoying a beautiful body.  Going through my sexual awakening and personal journey, I am starting to love the body I have and all it does for me.  I look at every part of my body with awe.  I am listening to her closely.  Listening to the messages she provides me.

Embodying Your Inner Beauty to Enjoy Vibrant Health and Glow On the Outside

Embodying Your Inner Beauty to Enjoy Vibrant Health and Glow On the Outside

It is also this year that the simplest of tasks take great energy for me.  It is the result of work, sadness, and other factors in my life.  When I have to make dinner, I have to push myself off the sofa or bed I’m lying on.  Or even to go to the restroom.  I don’t have interest to go about my daily life.  And this feeling scares me.  I’ve had major meltdowns and mood swings.  I also just feel really scared.  Scared of talking to someone or opening my heart or trusting someone.

I know that life is very precious.  It is very beautiful.  I’m working on feeling happy again.  Feeling these positive feelings again in my life.  I also came to the realization that the corporate world is not for me.  I’d like to transition into a role that will allow me to fully rest my body and do the things I love in my life and focus on enjoying vibrant health.

I read the book Adore Your Cycle by Claire Baker and fell in love with it.  It teaches you how there are four seasons to a woman’s menstruation cycle: spring, summer, autumn, and winter.  I found the book to be captivating and it truly opened my eyes to the role my cycle plays in my everyday life, emotions, energy levels, moods, and hormones.  I can actually accurately predict my mood swings and when I will feel more sensitive.  I highly recommend you to the read this book, dear Reader. 

It will bring a new level of love and awareness to your self-care routine and lifestyle.  You will know when you have more energy and when you need to deeply rest and harness this beautiful information to your creativity, sexuality, and day-to-day normal life.

I am also giving close attention to the foods I eat and consume on a daily basis.  I eat more greens, veggies, and fruits.  I drink more soy milk and green juice.  I eat sourdough bread because it apparently breaks down in our body system and digests more easily.  I used to feel nauseated in the mornings when I woke up and would have to immediately jump out of bed and put something in my mouth.  I felt like I was going to faint if I didn’t eat something.  I felt this between meals, too.  It worried me because I ate food and didn’t understand why this was happening.

Until I observed my body and did research.  I did a juice cleanse for three days and noticed how with only drinking juices and liquid soups, I didn’t have that nauseated feeling at all.  It amazed me.  Then, I realized I wasn’t eating enough fiber and this created that feeling in me.  I immediately started to eat more fresh fruit instead of fruit juice and more green veggies in every meal.  I also drink a lot of fresh green juices I make myself or buy from an organics juice shop.

The one thing that I’m working on and need to greatly improve is to exercise much more and move my body.  I feel lazy and lethargic and it’s something I’d like to do for pleasure and vibrant health.  Dance may become my form of exercise and I’m looking into various dance studios because I’d love to dance.  I’d love to dance well.  Most of all, I’d love to dance from my heart and soul.  With passion and energy.

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

 

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