I talk about my deep unraveling and transformation that unfolded over the course of two years often.  How I finally had the courage to face myself and heal my wounds.  And learned to love and accept myself deeply.  A core part of this journey included becoming connected to the richness of my sexuality and sensuality.  I was sexually frozen.  I had no sense of my own sexuality.  I didn’t even realize that I was a sexual being and how much of my worth was linked to how I saw myself sexually.

Working with a female embodiment coach was one of the best decisions I made during that time.  It helped me to connect to my erotic woman and shed layers of fears and expectations that I had unnecessarily piled onto my sexuality.  It was painful to be honest.  Many tears were shed.  I couldn’t believe how much I had been hiding myself and how terrified I was of being seen and revealing any hint of my sexuality.

The truth was and is that I am a deeply sexual woman.  I am an intense erotic and sensual woman and I have always been.  I remember as a teenager trying on dresses and clothes and I could feel my curvy body hugging the clothes.  I could feel the fiery hotness of my sweet sensuality.  But I thought I wasn’t worth it.  I thought I wasn’t pretty enough.  I thought I wasn’t hot enough.  I thought I wasn’t sexy enough.

Feel deep love and intrigue for your own life and manifest romantic love and your Beloved into your life.

1. Be ready for deep transformation and create space for it. Make changes in your life.  Clear things in your life on an even deeper level to have more space in your life for the right man to appear.  CREATE YOUR INTENTION.
2. Look at your family dynamics and patterns and stories that played out in your romantic relationships. CLEAR ALL your fears and blocks.  GO DEEP.
3. Become CRYSTAL CLEAR about your intention in receiving your Beloved and what you want to feel being with him and the qualities in him. BE SUPER SPECIFIC.
4. BECOME SEXY, MAGNETIC, and WILDLY INTIMATE WITH YOURSELF!! UPGRADE YOUR STORY AND ACT AS IF YOU HAVE YOUR BELOVED RIGHT NOW.
5. Take action steps. BE BOLD and move out of your comfort zone.  It’s TIME NOW, LADIES!
6. TRUST the process. Let go and surrender.  AND GIVE GRATITUDE AND RECEIVE YOUR BELOVED and ENJOY SACRED UNION.

Keep repeating and going deeper if needed.

Sensual Practices:  Make time for your pleasure, but go slow and deep when loving your body.  I like to take a feather and brush it against my skin and whole body and feel fully every stroke of the feather.  You may want to stop or become impatient, but stay with the practice.  Do it for at least five minutes and feel every emotion that arises.  This will help you to stay in the present moment and when you are anchored in the now, you will find synchronicity, guidance, and comfort flow to you that will help you to move forward with ease and flow.  It’s a simple, but powerful exercise.

Intuitive Practices:  Get a deck of tarot cards and do a reading for yourself is soothing and can provide you with guidance and simply support you to believe in the unseen and have faith that what is unfolding is for your higher good.  You can even go for a professional tarot card reading or energy healing to deeply support yourself during a transition.  Or open up a journal and write how you want to feel during this transition and what fears are arising and what self-care practices you will take on board for your well-being.

If this post resonated with you and you’d like to move to the next chapter of your life by honoring your past and navigating your current transition with ease and flow, please get in touch with me and schedule time with me to become more Wildly intimate with your desires and goals.  I’d love to hold space for your own deep transformation, dear Wildly Intimate Woman.

Dear Reader,

As promised, I write a post every year that contains my reflections for the year that has just completed. February is soon coming to completion and March is here. I like to take the first two months of the year to feel the energy of the new year ahead. I personally don’t feel that as soon as the clock ticks midnight that we are automatically energetically in the New Year. It takes time energetically to step into the new year….new opportunities, experiences…

My guide words for 2018 were: ROMANTIC, EROTIC, MAGICAL, SEDUCTIVE, EASEFUL. I wanted the focus in 2018 to be on on my personal romantic love life and going deeper in my sexuality. I wanted to experience romance and wanted the year to be magical. I wanted to feel erotic and seductive in my sexuality and with a man.

However, the year unfolded in a very interesting and unexpected way. January and February felt like everything was moving along well and forward. And in March, suddenly, I found out something that hurt me deeply. I don’t want to go into detail because I’m a very private person, though I will share that this close female friend manipulated me and obtained personal information about me and my close relationship with someone deliberately to further her own personal agenda and motives. I could not believe it because I trusted this person greatly. I saw her as a trusted confidante and assumed she always wished well for me. I never saw her ulterior motives. Not only did we work together, we shared a genuine friendship.

Dear Reader,

It’s been some time since my last post.  2018 has obviously been an emotionally intense year and now I feel much lighter and happier.  It is because I took the time to do deep inner work and understand myself and heal my wounds and love and care for my inner child.  I gave myself a lot of love this year. 

It is an ongoing journey of course.  It is important to keep taking care of yourself and loving yourself deeply.  I am completing 2018 by signing up for private lessons with a dance teacher.  She has her own private dance studio and I am learning Latin and Ballroom dancing from her.

The first lesson I have is learning how to strengthen my core and learn salsa.  It is the basic foundation for the rest of the Latin dancing.  The moment I set foot on the dance floor, I felt something.  Something deep in my chest and heart and stomach.  I felt a shiver run across my body. I  feel my whole body on fire.

I felt alive.  And it’s a feeling I don’t feel much.  I don’t feel it at work or with friends or at home.  It just feels like I’m being myself when I’m dancing.  I feel it’s something I’ve been doing not for years, but for centuries.  I truly deep in my soul and heart feel that I was an actress or dancer in a past life.

Since I was a child, I’ve had visions and dreams of dancing so sensually and beautifully that people would stop and gaze at me.  When I play a song, I visualize myself dancing away and expressing my wildly deep feminine sexuality easily.  I have a strong, intense, deep, beautiful, erotic, and sensual sexuality and one of the ways I am able to express it is through dancing.

I’ve been telling myself for some time that I would take dance classes and learn how to dance.  And now I have given myself this loving opportunity to do so.  Energetically, I feel different.  There is something more raw about me.  I feel like with dancing, I will peel away more layers of my armor and be able to open my heart more fully.  I’m a very guarded person and with many walls up, however dancing helps me to reveal more of who I am without saying a single word.

I feel the energy of dancing flowing to my heart and opening me up.  I feel that I too am deserving of much love and abundance in my life.  That I deserve to have happiness in my life and feel deep joy and peace in my heart, soul, mind, and body.

Dancing helps me to build a foundation of self-worth and connect to my feminine energy so I can embody more of who I am as a woman and magnetize to me what truly I deserve and am aligned with.

Lots of Love,

Priyanka Yadvendu

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